Maybe it has to be with the right person

So this is a response to my own questions about oral sex.  Maybe it is all about doing it with the right person. 
I recently did my boyfriend that "favor" and at first it was awckward.  Like I was really grossed out and I think he could tell that I was grossed out which made him not as excited for it.  But I made it up to him one morning when I was extremely horny and he was asleep.  I basically just started molesting his unconsiouw body until I felt Superman

(yes I call his dick superman, and there is a very interesting story behind it...actually its not too interesting.  Fuck it, I've gone this far I might as well go on with the story.  One time we were having amazing sex where we both came at the same time, which happens like very rarely for us because I''m usually first to the finish line, and it was so great it must have given him like an extra boost because after he kept going and I came again.  Now until this point I thought men were physically incapable of continuing sex once they have already relieved himself, and he said most men can't but he's superman....and that's where the name comes from)

So anyway, I felt Superman getting hard, but not hard enough.  So I went under the covers, lifted up his shirt so I could put my hand on his chest and wrapped my perfect lips around Superman.  He was instantly pleased and awaken and then I was having so much fun being in charge that I pushed him down when he tried to get up, got on top and had an amazing morning. 

So I guess my point is that I feel really secure with myself when I'm with him, I trust him and I love doing everything with him and to him and maybe that's why doing the favor before made me sick.  Because the first guy was just a high school asshole, and the second guy I had to get drunk to do it but with my boyfirend now I feel like it's not only 'not that bad' it's actually kind of fun. 

It's about time I put this mouth to good use.

A woman's number one weapon

So for decades women have been using sex as a weapon to convince men to do what they wanted.  It's one of the only things we have the upper hand on...or at least it was.  Until I realized I want it more than men do.  I can't possibly hold out on sex on some principle of punishment.  That's a misguided way to use the pussy.  Guys don't with hold the dick from us when we annoy them to death.  I could be totally pissed at my boyfriend but still be totally willing to have amazing sex...and then continue being a bitch after.  Being a bitch is usually enough to get a guy to act correct, there's no reason to deny yourself pleasure when you could have both sex and respect.  Think about it ladies.

Let's Get Freakyyyyy

I’m very open and honest with my sex life and sexual experiences.  I know what I want out of sex, and I know what don’t.  I know what I’m willing to do and I know what I’m not.  I know how to use everything I’ve been blessed with to please myself, and others.  Does that make me a freak?

Last night, while I was having a sexy talk with my boyfriend on the phone he told me that I was a freak and nymphomaniac.  I don’t think I’m either of those things.  I don’t think I do anything that would be considered ‘freaky’ in the bedroom.  I think I do the normal stuff.  I don’t like to stay in one position the entire time (but who does?)  I will wear sexy outfits, not just lingerie but full on costumes.  I’m also a fan of dirty talk and role playing, but all of that seems normal to me. 

A nympho?  I think that’s a little harsh.  A nymphomaniac is defined as “abnormally excessive and uncontrollable sexual desires in women” and “a compulsion to have sexual intercourse with as many men as possible and an inability to have lasting relationships with men.”

First of all, why is nymphomania only relevant for women?  Does that mean all men have a normal sexual desire?  Tell that to Congressman Weiner. 

Second of all, my sexual desire is not excessive or uncontrollable.  I admit, I love to have sex, and I could totally have sex every day.  But I don’t have sex every day, and I’m not falling into a deep depression if I miss a fix or two.  Granted, I may be a little bias because I spent 6 sinful days and night with my boyfriend and as far as my ‘fix’ is concerned….I think I’m fixed for awhile.  But even if I had an excessive desire for sex, it’s not uncontrollable.  I get horny way more times a day then I have sex, if I couldn’t control my urges I would have banged my boss by now.

Third of all, is that second definition calling me a hoe? 

I have had a few sex partners, but I wasn’t under some sort of compulsion spell to have sex with them.  I was dating them, drunk, or bored.  And my inability to have a successful relationship in the past didn’t stem from my love of sex (because I’m pretty sure most men would love to date a girl who was always in the mood) it stemmed from my lack of trust. 

So now that I’ve pleaded my case as to why I believe myself to not be a freak and definitely not a nympho, what does make someone a freak? Is it like beauty?  And only in the eyes of the beholder?  Let a bitch know.

A Sexy Nap

So I spent the weekend with my boyfriend, and we were partying all weekend.  And for two nights in a row I fell asleep before we got to have sex.

One night he went to the store for condoms and when he came back I was passed out!

So we were joking about it all weekend.  Last night he went out to get condoms and joked about how I better not fall asleep.  So I got under the covers and closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, but when he got back he yanked the blanked off of me to see that I had gotten completely naked while he was gone.  He was instantly aroused and thankful he had purchased two packages of magnum condoms.

How Much is TOO Much

So I know that I love sex, but I realized this week that I might love sex a little too much.
My boyfriend and I usually see each other three or four times a week, and we have sex every time we see each other.  This week I only saw him twice and we only had sex once.  And I've been having withdrawal all week.  I mean I have been masturbating a lot but nothing can replace the feeling of hot hard dick penetrating inside me.

Because of the withdrawal I have become extremely emotional and even more bitchy than usual this week.  Should I start having less sex so that when I can't have it every day of the week I'm not trying to kill myself?

I'm going to back to smoking crack.